Randomness – 2

Life has its own way of keeping the wheel spinning.. My problem is there are too many cracks in the wheel and its a very jolty ride…

I am suddenly feeling similar to how i was about 3 years ago.. There is no real reason to it but i need no reasons to feel bad about my life.

I got a job, i am with my family, i am saving money finally but somehow the satisfaction all this is supposed to bring is absent.

I am expected to accept my age and be married in a years time, i am desperately fighting that but somehow there is no will in me anymore.. I am supposed to be hunting for jobs day and night so that the abovesaid can be easily arranged despite my obvious lackings and i am trying hard to push that off for as long as i can.

Generation gap is something my dad tried to remove since when me and my brother were kids, yet somehow there exists a wall between us, unsurmountable, un defined , utter blackness.

My brother is more communicative to me than anyone else in the family and i cant talk to him also. HOw does one end up not trusting the family that u knw from the first breath u take ?

I am demented and need psychiatric help. Explains my apparent attraction to women who have an inclination to psycology and/or human nature in general.


About TitoV

The author of this blog doesnt look the part of the kind of guy who would generate the stuff in the posts. Well, looks can be deceptive.

Posted on March 14, 2010, in Life, scrriblings, thoughts. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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